I have not been too emotional during this ordeal with my mother. As I have mentioned I am at peace to a degree. It does hurt to see her non responsive. I do get a little emotional though when I relive memories. Today I got misty-eyed when I though of my worth to nmbith of my parents.
My mother would tell my name out at the nursing home whether I was present or not. A lady who shared the room with her greeted me with my full name. She knew it because of my mother. To me that is the highest honor. It shows live and trust for a person to look for YOU. My father was similar. He wouldn't budge without knowing that I knew what he was doing. I had to be doing something right. I just pray that I did everything I could. I think I did. I hope that I did.
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