Been busy and haven't posted any updates since Mom passed away.
I have been handling this well. I am sad, but not overwhelmed. I am not feeling any extraordinary grief. I miss my mother but I am ready to move on. As I said in earlier entries there are no words to describe my emotions right now. There are things I guess I am supposed to feel that I am not. Similarly, there are things I feel that don't seem right but here they are.
Because this is my mother I guess I am supposed to be overwhelmed with grief and sorrow. I actually feel both sadness and relief. I no longer have to worry about the phone ringing or being told that she is sick. I no longer have to see her in a lesser capacity than I am used to seeing her.
Believe it or not I am anxious to move on to the next phase of my life. I look forward to taking a few weekend trips and getting my apartment together.
The hard part comes tomorrow.
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