It is 4 PM on a Sunday afternoon.
My mind is switching back and forth from writing an entry to cooking dinner to cleaning my apartment. I can't get started really on any of these projects. My mind is too unsettled.
So I do one task then switch to another. I just put the ground turkey loaf in the oven. Just before that I washed some dishes. In about two hours I will biol the spaghetti and make the sauce. In about two minutes (while I write this entry) I will fix another grilled cheese sandwich.
Mind is always all over the place.
Later I will be back on the federal job website and Career Builder.com looking for a new place to work. I have reached rock bottom with ICE. I have no desire to leave the house and go to work. My job has always been meaningless.
Except for a possible bed sore on Mom's leg she seems to be doing ok. She won't listen and get up from time to time. Lost cause. I stay praying that I only live to be between 65-70 years of age. I don't want to experience the mosery of having to have someone take me to the bathroom and charge me for it.
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