These are just random ramblings I guess.
For the past couple of weeks I have been having headaches. The pain is on the side of my head just above my ears. First week the pain was on the left side, not it is on the right hand side. I have felt this pain before. Headache coming from stress. I tend to grit my teeth a bit. When I had the pain years ago the doctor actually showed me where the headache came from. Basically, the muscles in my face are tight and I am tense and that is where the pain is from. Why am I tense? Probably from a multitude of sources, starting with Florida. Every call I make out there I am worried. Every day I think I am going to get THAT call regarding my Mom. Then there's the finances. I am behind in my bills, in part because I am going to Florida. Then there's the job. No supervisor problems currently but I really want to leave that place. My wanting to move out of New York probably connects with that stress too.
I tell myself to relax but it is usually easier said than done.
During the last trip down ending last week there were no serious problems. I am concerned with the cholesterol but hey, if she can't tolerate the medication so be it. If the cholesterol ends up being a fatal issue I really can't be too upset. She is 86 years old. I still try my best though
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